Never think that I don’t love you

Things have been really tricky with Big Pig the last few weeks.

We seem to have turned a corner but if im honest I know we will go through it again as his behaviour and boundary testing varies all the time but through it all and however hard he pushes I always make sure he knows that I love him no matter what.

I wrote this for him, love you so much Big Pig.

Never think that I don’t love you,
When I shout or cry,
Never think that I don’t love you,
When you make me so mad I can’t look you in the eye.
You see I will always love you until the end of time,
I chose you, your everything, you will always be mine,
Even when you ask me a question for the 100th time,
Even when you hit me, or throw something, or say you wish you weren’t mine.
Nothing that you say or do,
Will ever stop me from loving you.
No amount of trying to push me away,
Will stop me from wanting to always stay,
Near to you, loving you and keeping you safe.
Your stuck with me now through good times and bad,
We’ll laugh together we’ll make each other sad,
We’ll probably say things that we don’t mean,
We’ll probably shout, we may even scream,
But never forget how I chose you,
And how much you mean to me,
You’re everything I dreamed of when I dreamt of a family.

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